I wish
I could change as much as everything around me does.
Moniinsane. Embracing Insanity. Bury Me In Memory.
I'm an artist.
I'm a idealistically realist.
I'm a dreamer.
I'm a pessimistic optimist.
I'm simply complicated and complicatedly simple.
I'm a writer.
I'm a photographer.
I'm a reader.
[[[Idwellinpossibilities.]]]
There's a world inside of me that you may never see. There are secrets in this world that I can't hide. Sometimes I think I'm better off to just [lay down my head and take the loss]. Believe in me because I was made for [chasing dreams]. This is the [story of a girl] who cried a river and drowned the whole world. Deep inside of me is a place you'll [never] understand. Im proof that sometimes [the weak become the strong.] Impossible isn't a word, but only an excuse not to try.
I'll stand here, but if you throw something at me I will fall to my knees, for I am weak. But because I am strong, I will rise with the scars you left me.
I do not wish to live for today, but I do for tomorrow.
Tell me you love me and I will simply smile back with a comforting silence, for those words are far too little for me to say and far too much for me to feel.
I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe every decision and chance we take leads to somewhere bigger. I believe where we end up is where we're meant to be. And I always believe there's a bigger picture and a story to be told.
I'm a simple girl with a complicated mind. My life is no easier than anyone else's, but my strengths can take me far. My weakness is I care too much.
I'm the girl who "cried a river and drowned the whole world," who's way too sad, and depressing. But I'm not ashamed of that. It's just a twist in my story. And no story is complete without a twist.
I'm an artist. I believe that's pretty self-explanatory. My talents lie where the creative mind wanders. Art, music, writing, photography, etc.
The most important thing, my name: Monica Ennis.. a name and how people see that name can define who you are. It's the title of your story. (:
